Wednesday, March 10, 2021

CATCHING UP......KINDA

       So much water under the bridge since I wrote in this blog last. I have landed at last after a bit of wandering. My husband sadly passed away four years ago when we were living in Texas. After Mickey died, I left Texas for Vancouver, WA to live with my daughter and grandson. A few months later I flew to Alabama to stay with one of my cousins. After awhile, circumstances dictated another move, I ended up here in Bagley, MN after a few months staying with my son and family in Bemidji, MN.   Now residing in Cornerstone Nursing Home, I do believe this is my last earthly abode. Next destination is in heaven with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

    All that said, I'm hoping to fill in the blanks with future entries of this blog.  I'm trusting God to lead me in my writing...He has been prompting me to write for a long time now.  Since He wants me to write, He will surely guide me.

     Looking back at the last few entries I made, I realize how my focus hasn't changed that much. I am still yearning for the holiness of God. I'm still looking up!  Especially through this last year of Covid madness and all the upset in the world, I have not lost my desire for deliverance from the evil of this life.  

     A year ago this time, I was in the hospital, admitted with respiratory failure. (I have COPD.) While there, I had a slight heart attack, a UTI, seriously low hemoglobin caused by a couple of bleeding ulcers.  Talk about falling apart!  This old body is a mess. I ended up in the rehab wing of this place.  My son helped me to become a permanent resident.  It was my decision. He and his wife would have welcomed me back into their home and actually wanted me to come back.  But--I do not want to burden them.  If that sounds a bit self sanctimonious, its true nevertheless.  They have health issues, foster children, a big old house to maintain. A split level with stairs!  The stairs were the deciding factor for me. I simply can't handle stairs anymore!  I miss my cozy room, the family and the pets (most of the pets).   God has been so good to me and I honestly like this place I call home now.  I'll be writing about life in a nursing home in this blog. 

     That's enough for now.  Thanks be to God for all things!

     

     

Tuesday, July 30, 2019

Know This

Know this:
Grieved I am
for you who
mock and twist
God's Holy Word....
for you who
Shake your fist
in Holy God's face
Despising
His love and grace!
Why do youu
choose to dwell
on the brink
of hell?
Father God
bids you come
to the light
of His Son
JESUS
the eternal one
The way
the truth
the life

C.S. July, 2019

Thursday, July 7, 2016


Holy, Holy, Holy!





          Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God, Almighty!  He is holy, pure, righteous, light, clean, and wonderful beyond the puny imagination of human thought.

          We live in a sin cursed world where everything is tainted with evil wrought by the devil. He has, in times past, insidiously crept into our culture---but now in this present time, he is open and in-your-face slinging the mud of filth in every direction.  He is rubbing it in!  He has allowed it to be seen as it really is---rot and decay lightly coated with sugar to tempt the unwary and uncaring.  He says, “Smell it, have you ever in your life smelled anything so awful?”  All the while, he is laughing because the world is reeking with evil that has become the new norm.  Instead of turning away in disgust, its considered good to be as bad as you can be.  Our awareness of sin has become either denial or celebration.  There are many who love the evil who are in chains and know it not.  They think they are fine and having fun, but underneath in their deepest heart, they are full of pain and misery!  Misery is the end result of denying God.  Every wicked and vile thing is born out of the womb of the Babylon world system.  It is everywhere!  We are awash in gross darkness.

          Our Father God said, “Come ye out from among them, my people.  Be ye holy as I am holy—put on the robes of righteousness—be cleansed by the blood of the lamb.  Deny yourself and follow me.”

          How can there be a discussion about whether a Christian can be gay?  Or living in adultery?  Any and all sin?  No!!!!! God is holy!  That means no entertaining evil or wallowing in the filth.  Why do we want to justify that which is disgusting to Father God?  Wake up, people!  God requires holiness and nothing else!  Because he is holy, he will have a bride without spot or wrinkle.  We must be in the world but not of it! 

          Oh, Father, wake up the people in these last days; cause us to repent with tears and cries of remorse. Let every idol be smashed and broken.  Cleanse us, father, and make us holy as you are holy.  Set the lawful captives free and loose the prey from the terrible one.  Contend with him who contends with your remnant people, break the chains that bind us, open the blind eyes of our spirits, heal the rents and tears inflicted by the enemy of our souls.   In you, lord we live and move and have our being.    Raise up workers for your harvest, lord.  Use all persecution and terror to purify your church.  Let not your people despair but put your mighty anointing upon them, equip them with your armor, and give them your peace that passeth understanding even in the midst of the terrible battles.     amen

         

Tuesday, October 20, 2015



     Gross Darkness

Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee.  For behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people; but the Lord shall arise upon thee, and His glory shall be seen upon thee.
Isaiah 60:1-2

Though to Israel is
this promise written,
In my heart,
I hear it
also given
to us who
are grafted in,
saved from all sin,
Blood bought and
washed white.
Though the darkness
be terrible
We need not
be fearful
Gross darkness aside,
I am part of
His bride
Holy and pure
Set to endure
Whatever may
come
I am clothed
with The Son,
Come,
 shine with me
kneeling at
Calvary's tree.

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Look Up--Look to Jesus!



     Sometimes it feels as though we are sitting on a powder keg, not knowing when it will blow but certain it will.   That is the world we live in.  
      I wrote awhile back about seeing men bowing to OBama during a 1908 news conference.  It was immediately taken away from sight---no doubt a mistake by the camera man.  Over the years I mentioned this incident to others but no one else saw it.  Till now. My husband's son, Mike, saw it and also a friend of his.  They didn't realize the significance, but both thought it was very strange.
     Strange indeed.  As far as I am concerned, that one thing is enough to give us notice we are in deep trouble as a nation.  That we are so blind to have elected OB should give us a clue. I won't list the depraved and wicked things we accept as normal.  I don't believe there is any stopping this disaster in progress----we are too far gone.   I only pray for folks to look to Jesus!   He is our only hope.   
     Look up!    Seek the Lord Jesus while there is still time!

























Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Encouragement in Wicked Times


             This is such a good article, I can't resist sharing it.   I am trying to strike a balance in my own thought life.  I fluctuate from extreme agitation and worry over the state of the world down to a numbness that shuts it all up in an emotional neutrality that leaves me wondering if I care enough!   I ask Father God to give me His love for the lost world because I seem to be empty of any compassion or hope for the human race at times, especially when saturated with the news stories and the depravity that abounds everywhere.    These days wear me out and I am tired.    I am so glad for Jesus!   In Him I live and move and have my being--He is my everything.





         ARTICLE  FROM THE CANADA FREE PRESS



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By Judi McLeod  February 1, 2015  

In a world gone digital,  life on earth’s much more a stage now than it was when William Shakespeare penned his immortal lines:
“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.”
The main difference today is that common man has become the captive audience who finds it all but impossible to escape the never-ending parade of politicians weaving in and out of every day life in instantaneous, never-ending digital form.
Politicians of the day seize each and every opportunity to come before the camera.  They’re always there waxing sympathetic when someone famous passes away or when a catastrophe hits the masses claiming, straight-faced that all of their “thoughts and prayers” are with the grieving loved ones.
All but the incurably gullible know by now that the empty words of today’s politicians, their photo ops, their endless ‘selfies’ do zilch to ease broken hearts or make life any easier for the masses.
There’s only one way to blot the politicians out of your vision and that’s by making your way back to the light and the truth in spite of them.
People are discouraged that they must somehow get through two more years of an upside-down world with the man who caused it still in power, making it seem like forever.

Surviving the next two years in an upside-down world will mean rising above it

Surviving the next two years in an upside-down world will mean rising above it, and getting as close as possible to the Creator.
You—and only you—can propel yourself there and no one can stop your purposeful mental flight to the Almighty. 
Rather than caving in to despair, get ready to take flight.  Take steady aim and rise above it.  Know that the only map for escape comes through constant prayer.  Follow bloodhound-like the trail and stick to it as closely as you would the Star of Bethlehem.
Let no one divert you or take you off track.  Yours is a one man one woman mission that needs neither cheerleader nor audience to take you to the state of mind where you need to be.
Ignore all negative doubts that it can’t be done.  Life on earth, the Valley of Tears, is only a journey towards a salvation already bought and paid for by the Savior.
The Earth, the universe belong not to the politicians but to the Creator.  The only harm that will ever come your way, is the harm He allows to come to you.
The ways of the Lord have always been mysterious.  While evil forces in the visible world threaten to collapse all that is good,  the invisible one is always at work holding it up.
It is true that He never sends you anything you can’t handle.
Fly high.  Fly to the home in your heart and soul with the precision of a homing pigeon.
If you want to survive until reaching January 2017, get ready to take mental flight.
You don’t need a passport or an airline ticket.  All you need to get where you need to be is a steady resolve.
Stop sweating the little things that bring on useless bickering.  Don’t let petty disagreements and arguments sideline you from the main battle.
Don’t let anxiety and threats from worldly politicians mark your time on earth.  Let the sun, the moon and stars mark your time.  Be fully aware and grateful from whence the changes of the season come.  Take notice and rejoice when the robins start landing on your window sill again.
Let nothing untoward disturb you.  Turn away from the static of the television and radio.  Tune in to the messages that count the most, the ones sent in silence to your heart.
While the world is chattering all around you, let your talk be one of fervent prayer.
There are demons roaming the world, but assigned angels like the one at your side, never roams and stays right there with you.
The world is brimful of fools and knaves and always will be.  Predators come and go in every generation and will always continue to claim high office. 
Go about getting up and away from the man in the White House now and all the misery he’s spreading with the same kind of stubborn resolve he uses to get in his next round of golf.
Do not trust in the promises of politicians, trust in yourself and salvation.
Make your spiritual survival, not the corporal one, the one that matters most.
Don’t give up on hoping for a better outcome of a besieged America, just as you would never give up on yourself or your loved ones.  All things in life on Earth pass, including the day of the despot.
You, and not the despot, is eternal.
No matter how defiant the boasts about doing away with America get; no matter how many thousands of times the mainstream media repeat the threat, Obama cannot destroy America, he can only wreak havoc upon it.
When you get to the other side of 2017, there will always be something left, no matter how tattered, to build on.
As wicked men continue to plunge the world into darkness, light a candle in your soul, and never look back toward the darkness.
By lighting the candle in your heart, the darkness will never completely envelop you.
Even in the midst of the trash heaped on every day life by the current pop culture, give the gory a pass and search out the Godly.
Never give up hope for a better day.  That’s what the enemy is hoping you’ll do.
Butterflies flutter, birds take wing, gentle breezes ruffle the green leaves of summer, all winters are followed by spring without the decree or permission of politicians.
No howling wind, no evil whisper can blow out the candle you light in your own soul, where it remains steadfast unless you yourself snuff it out.
Natural law gifted you with instinct radar.  Use that radar to find the good and use it to fly clear over the heads of self-serving squabbling politicians and cable television’s non-stop talking heads.
Ebola and Bird Flu are not going to get you, taxes are not going to break you, and not even ISIS is going to fell you.
The United Nations has been churning out dire warnings on upcoming killer pandemics since the days of your great grandfather.  You are not going to die until it is your time.
Stop complaining about the weather.  It passes like the seasons and always has.  Like the song says “let your smile be your umbrella”.
You don’t need the permission of any government to trust in the Lord.
Avoid propaganda and it will ultimately die the death that inevitably comes from falling on deaf ears.
Close your ears to all bigots.  You’ve known what’s right and what’s wrong ever since grade school.
Mind your own business.  Maintain a healthy skepticism about what is truth and what are falsehoods.
Sleep in your own bed, and let night prayers be your last words of every passing day.  Share whatever you can with others.
Do only what would make your mother proud.  Be kind to all around you, even if the only kindness you can afford to give is a smile or an encouraging word.
Live today as if it is your last, a habit that ensures you are on the right road along life’s long and arduous journey.
Two years is not forever.  Don’t let Obama, who,  after all is really only a figment of his own imagination,  make it so.




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Judi McLeod is an award-winning journalist with 30 years’ experience in the print media. A former Toronto Sun columnist, she also worked for the Kingston Whig Standard. Her work has appeared on Rush Limbaugh, Newsmax.com, Drudge Report, Foxnews.com, and Glenn Beck.

Friday, January 16, 2015

This old world is not my home---just passing through!



     The words of that old song seem to be always on my mind these days.  Every time I hear of a tragedy (small or large) I think of when there will be no more tears.  Every time I glimpse a ugly picture on  TV or see the filth that seems normal to most folks these days, I long for the purity of heaven.  I long to be where there is no more hate and anger.   I long to be relieved of the heavy burden of sinfulness that sucks us down into the depths of despair.  I hate all that is not of God in me.  I don't want any dreams, thoughts, or impulses that are carnal.  Oh, Father, in You only am I free.  Self is an idol that keeps us from serving God with all our minds, hearts and souls.  Prayer is my lifeline connected to my only hope---Jesus Christ.  In Christ I live, move and have my being! 
     Persecution of Christians is a gathering storm in this earth in these days.  I pray for all persecuted that they will not deny the Lord Jesus in any way--that persecution will cause them to be overcoming saints who will hear Father God say, "Well done, My good and faithful servant."  Father, fill them with Your courage, Your strength, Your love, Your forgiveness even for their persecutors!  Turn their fear into Your faith that they may endure whatsoever they need to.  Lord, persecution is coming to America.  Prepare us, Your people, to lean upon You, trust You, and love You through it all.
     This blog is a rambling string of words today.  I don't get access to the internet too often with my computer and my phone is too difficult to use to post anything--- the keyboard is too-too little.
     Someday soon it will be going home time.  Lord, I am looking forward to all that You have prepared for Your children.  I love You, Jesus.  I love You, Father God, and I love You sweet Holy Spirit.  I don't understand the trinity and so many things about You.  Indeed, I see through a glass darkly but I will trust You and seek Your face while I have breath!